2012. november 19., hétfő

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Hey guys,

sorry for disappearing for a couple of days again. This isn't the best time of my life, to be honest.
First of all, I've been visiting two doctors so far, and today I visited the third one..I have to do the blood test again, have to go for EKG and X-Ray... Gosh... And I'm afraid. I've always been afraid of any kind of things that doctors do. So my own doctor sent me to blood test and stuff fist, they found something so they have to check if there's anything wrong. (It's about my kidney.) I have to take two kinds of vitamin, (one is for pregnant ladies O___O) because I don't really eat, so those will help, hopefully.

I'm also having a hard time studying ;______; exams are coming up and I'm so confused, I dont know where to start. I've been concentrating only on Japanese so far, so I'm completely fucked with all the other subjects. Wish me luck ;;

Otherwise, I've been feeling ok :"DDDDDD No, not really. I even had thoughts about leaving gyaru. For a couple of days. I started to do this because I was really happy and it made me more happy, and I wanted others to be like that too. But now... I can't do that anymore. I cant cheer others up...So whats the point....

I did have my friends next to me anyways. Been partying with them a few times lately.

had these drinks with my bestie after a long time <3

The Car. Last Saturday. Sooo awesome

woot woot

So we had this really huge party on Saturday and it was awesome, but on Sunday morning I ended up having panic attacks with crying at the same time, so I think it was supposed to be better... Just forget some things that happened there.

I've been so tired like every day, that I didnt really do my makeup, only a few times.

went partying with Sziszi ~~~

im getting to love my black lenses so so so so much
That's all for now ^^

Im out ~~~

2012. november 4., vasárnap

My autumn break. and Sziszi staying at my place. uhhhhhh

 Hey guys ~

Autumn break (at schools) in my country happened to be last week, so as usual, I travelled to the countryside to visit my relatives and friends there. Its ca. 2 and a half hours with train and then one more hour with bus. Its not really a village cuz its bigger, but still not a city, so like a small town, I dont know :D My mother spent her childhood there, so the relatives are from her side. EVERYONE KNOW WHOSE DAUGHTER I AM. Seriously. Or if they are not sure, they ask it, but still. Those kind of places where it's full of old people, and they know everything about your parents, and (in they opinion) they know everything about you too. LOL. I experienced a few funny things but thats not interesting. I left Budapest on Saturday and got back the next Saturday. ^-^ I wanted to take photos but since I spend like every school break there, I always forgot it D:< But I have some pics from last time and so on ~~

on the way

seriously my favourite view. Even if I just think about it, it makes me calm...

train tickeeeeeets

pic from last... autumn ?! or winter, I dont remember :D The only thing I know that I was freakin freezinnnnn


Perfect place for me when I want to forget all the bullshit that's happening in the "big city".
I can't wait to go back to celebrate Christmas !! <3

On Saturday, like 2 or 3 hours after my arrival back to BP, I picked up Sziszi at the train station, and after a short chat with two other friends, we went to my place ~ CAMWHORESSSS ~~~~

the official favourite, and my laptop's background. and just...AFSJFHJAH <3

Oh man, how much I hate the iPhone's front cam....

Sziszi loved dis one. LOL

dafuq am I doing in the background LOL


I had such a fun time with heeeeer >.< <3 can't wait to meet again, and can't wait to finally meet my Swagepoyo girls AT ONCE. <3

Right now I'm skipping learning kanjis and other stuff, (I did study for a few hours before) and it's almost 1 am, I have an 'exam' on Tuesday, so I'm skipping tomorrow's (REEEALLY REAAALLY) important lecture to study more. jeez. ;_______________;


I'm out ~~